You were a white gleam in the dismal black
Moving closer not wanting to come back
You glow with comfort
But shortly after it was pain under cover

(I hate you)
(I love you)
Contradiction possibly
It all begins with you and me
All it is is hate and love
Hating me and loving you

All it is is hate and love
Shadows lift me from above
They represent what brings me down
Choke me out without a sound
I love you but hate myself
Thoughts and dreams spin me around

You are
Everything I want to be
Putting you before myself
Putting you before my health
It all seemed so right at first
But then dreams are shattered giving way to the light of reality
Hate for me and love for you

All it is is hate and love
Shadows lift me from above
They represent what brings me down
Choke me out without a sound
I love you but hate myself
Thoughts and dreams spin me around

I hate me
I love you
I hate me
I love you
I hate me
I love you
I hate me
I love you

You were at first a glimpse of all that was right in the world
Something I had never been before
Something I will never see again

All it is is hate and love
Shadows lift me from above
They represent what brings me down
Choke me out without a sound
I love you but hate myself
Thoughts and dreams spin me around

I hate me
I love you
I hate me
I love you
I hate me
I love you
I hate me
I love you (*fading out*)